The people you never thought you'd see yourself...
That flashback just keeps replaying in my head...
cant get it out of my mind
Getting a diary soon! Been needing something to write in for so long. Itll be a place where I could express every bit of pain Im going through and all the good memories to remember. Definately need a lock for it though haha
Words hurt... they could do so much to a person.
Next time you should think before you say something insanely stupid.
I hate people who use the phrase "LGhunter"
grow the fuck up. You should notice that one day you’ll prbly be marrying a younger lady. someone fresh ;) Like everyone says; age dont matter… So to the guys who arent ashamed to show off their “LG” girlfriend; ihave a whole heart of respect for ya.
Cant seem to get you out of my mind
sometimes I even wonder if you take as much time out of the day to think about me too
Stop trying to make yourself look better; I see right through ya
Kisses on the neck are my ultimate weakness.
When you like someone?
raawritscarman: You pay so much more attention to the little things than you did before. Their daily outfits suddenly become that much more attractive and the music they listen to becomes the soundtrack to your life or something. You catch yourself constantly staring at them - every little movement they make captures your attention a little more every time. Their existence becomes a tonic,...
Happy birthday my good old friend. Its been too long, havent seen you in forever. Im actually having a hard time rmbring when the last time I saw you was. We arent a bit as close as we ever used to be; and although we never talk anymore, you could always count on me. Im just a phone call away. remeber that! But its summer, time to catch up. Hope you have the time of your life with whatever you got...
too sweet, you made my night
I love getting ready for weddings, but I always end up ready too early! hahha, I still got an hour to go and all I need to do now is put lotion on my legs. coulda slept in ):
missing you babe
Been waiting for that one question that can change...
Is there something your waiting for ? Or does it just not feel right yet
My heart skips a beat when I see you, think of you or even hear your name. Only if I knew exactly how you felt. actions do speak louder than words though haha $:
I dont want to fall soo hard..
I wish you understood that when I cancel on you,its because Im not allowed out. Trust me, i would never pass up a chance to be with you… Cant seem to sleep anymore with you on my mind
Why do i choose now to hold myself back. Ive never been like this around anyone; Words just come running out of my mouth like theres no tmr. It feels like I have to watch what Im saying before I say it out loud with you. wtf
I woke up an extra bit earlier today to walk to a friends house just to straighten my hair! Im lamee
I am so lazy to do any of the work ; I’m actually considering to just wing the finals. Math is way too hard to understand , there are thousands of equations to rmbr , how am I supposed to survive in ‘calculus’ next year ! Socials is way too boring to even study for and science? The only class tht I’m actuallly proud of. Maybe I should try listening in class more...
Its not the fact that everyone knows about it that pisses me off. Its the fact that you were the one that told them haha, I could care less if the whole world knew about it.. I dont understand why your acting so immature about this..
Dont try to make this my fault . You put this all on yourself. And its funny because this isnt the first time haha
I hate how my computer doesnt save my chatlogs in ‘history’ ! I love reading old convos when Im bored ): haha, bring back the memories
If thats how you feel than please do something about it. If it matters so much to you; dont just leave it. Your making it worse yknow ?
haha , havent wanted to get back out there for a very long time, its scary. but for you? thats a whole different story! Others may talk shit; but idgaf The only thing holding me back is that I have no idea how your mind works. Your totally different from the others , confusing actually hah… but one thing that always crosses my mind everytime I think of you is; if your ashamed of me. I dont...
havent had this feeling in forever , I miss it. I love it !
funny how your allowed to do things and im not. your a fucking hypocrite LOLOL
I hope this is only a temporary thing. Dont want...
hah, thought I had you all figured out. guess not, cause the person that I thought I knew wouldnt have done that. How could you even look at yourself in the mirror, I wouldnt be able to ..
LOLOL , is that supposed to make you look cool? make us jealous ? cuz that just makes us look at you a lot more differently haha. ur smart
hah , good to know Im not holding you back anymore eh?
If you even have to think twice about it, than why the hell call me your best friend. Its kind of stupid dont yah think? Im not saying that you gotta choose us , I just think that you gotta think twice about what you want to do, because one day we’re not gonna be here as your second choice.
you actually mean(t) a lot to me
wow , you have no idea how much my heart dropped when I noticed it .. Through all the shit we’ve been through; the laughs, the fights, the tears I could never say that I stopped thinking about you. Its been too long my friend
waste of my weekend
wtf , saturdays are all I look forward to in the week. And Im forced to waste it on smt so stupid. If this is a way to make me a ‘better’ person, its not gonna work bcuz I aint changing for no one but myself. Your just gonna have to put up with all the extra attitude thats coming your way.
Things can change in a blink of an eye eh?
I miss talking to you , it feels like theres this tension between us. And if its somthing that I did wrong; please tell me.. because I cant stand this anymore. Your my other half and when we’re not in contact I dont feel complete. I know, it sounds lame. But its true. You have no idea how many hours of the day I lay around wondering what your doing, and if your having fun
stupid auditions is in one day. and I dont have a monologue yet. this isnt good…
To all you cocky bitches
deuces to you.
you are starting to get on my nerves. you think your good at everything, but your not, no one is. I’ve heard enough of your complaining, it hurts my ears. I didnt even want you working with us, I used to think that you were a cute little girl, until you opened your mouth. holyfuck
When I get my period. I forget how it feels like...
if that makes sense..
It actually makes me sad that I cant entertain you
I have this habit
I have this habit of saying good night and always adding the heart at the end. even if we’re not that close. Its probly usually because when Im typing good night, my eyes are already half closed; so my fingers are just used to typing out the heart. It kinda screws me over sometimes, because if it was a guy people would start thinking that i like him, and that Im leading him on and shit. so...
Crying out for me- Conor Maynard
This was my summer 2010 song. I fell in love with song at athenas. and I still listen to it every night before I go to sleepLOL.
there are many things I do that Im not proud of. no ones perfect, and Im sorry that Im not close. stfu with the questions that just bring down my mood. you dont have to remind me about all the shit ive done
I miss having a guy for a best friend. Dont get me wrong i love my girls. But its nice having a guy around that I could tell everything to. Its hard to gain trust in a guy- well atleast for me it is. sometimes I wish that I can just give you a call, and talk to you about all my problems- like i used to. But its not the same…
I don’t like to waste my time on people like you .
I just wanted to say.. talking to someone a lot does not make you like them.. also, dancing with them doesnt mean that your seeing / dating eachother. so stfu
math can smd
do you have any idea what you taught us today? You weant over the test and last days hwk for the whole class. how about tonights hwk. it doesnt make sense at all… and the book has no fcking examples. I wanna transfer out fuck
its like girls arent allowed to have guy friends without people thinking that you like them. If im leading him on, than i guess so are you my friend. You gotta learn how to use your words, cuz im not a fucking hoe. go ahead and call me a shit tallker, bcuz not everyone has a clean mouth. go ahead and call me stupid. im not in honour roll. go ahead and call me a fat ass. but not a hoe.
The person you see in the mirror is fake…oh yah, and so are you. holyfuck, I actually thought that i could trust you. I told you everything. You were one of the last ppl that i wouldve thought would spill. and you twisted all my words. open up your fucking ears, and close your fucking mouth. I acutally never want to talk to you again. Its not the same. I never thought that i would say this...